Revolution

Current image of my retarded self…that’s right…

Why was I the only one not exactly excited for the MBC korean wave google+ concert?

I’m very mature for my age….very

Guys I made my own B.A.P. bunny hoodie :D I’m proud (: BABY!

GD inspired today LMAO

the fak…..joon pole dancing? whats knew? lmao

I think

withdrawing from the kpop world and going back into the one I’m living is the best choice right now. I seriously need to stop playing around. This shit isn’t a game….and I don’t want to depend on my father…I need to find another job to earn more money…I wish I knew how everything worked before I went into it…but it already happened and I have to be an adult about it and go forward with it. The world isn’t just sitting waiting for you..it’s constantly revolving on it’s own with or without you… Today, I realized that there’s shit that I haven’t been taking care of and I need to solve it before it gets worse. Looking for a car, trying to get my license… I’m trying to move towards the world with the strength I have….I want to be stronger cause clearly I can’t rely on my father which was a stupid idea to begin with…I’m on my own now…and I’m gonna fall….but hey..all I can do is get back up plus at least I’ll know what not to do and what to do….Mistakes…mistakes…mistakes…and now decisions, decisions, decisions…and not to mention fear..fear….

Sleepy Time~